DESPERATE =(

I'm desperate~


Desperate.. Desperate..

I'm reachin' out,
And no one hears me cry.
I'm freakin' out again
'Cause all my fears remind me.
Another dream has come undone.
I feel so small and lost
Like I'm the only one.
I wanna scream,
'Cause I'm desperate.

I want somebody, just anybody
To lay their hands on my soul tonight.
I want a reason to keep believin'
That some day I'm gonna see the light...

I'm in the dark;
There's no one left to call.
And sleep's I'm only friend,
But even sleep can't hide me
From all those tears and all the pain
And all the days I wasted pushin' them away.
It's my life; it's time me face it.

I want somebody, just anybody
To lay their hands on my soul tonight.
I want a reason to keep believin'
That some day I'm gonna see the light...
Cause I'm desperate, desperate.
Cause I'm desperate now...

I know the things have gotta change.
I can't go back, I find a way.
And day by day, I start to come alive.

I want somebody, just anybody
To bring some peace to my soul tonight.
I want a reason to keep believin'
That some day I'm gonna see the light...

I want somebody, just anybody
To lay their hands on my soul tonight.
I want a reason to keep believin'
That some day I gonna see the light...
Cause I'm desperate, desperate.
Cause I'm desperate tonight.
Oh, desperate... So desperate tonight,
Tonight...

Desperate, desperate.... 

I'm in absolute desperate~

Why all misfortune happened around me~

I wanna scream~ but no one hear

Just wish all the misfortunes will be gone before CNY's eve~